Empty

The silence is so defining,
Its strange but you filled my whole world,
Slotted into every corner,
Put sunshine into my heart,
And poured light around this darkened spirit.

And then, Nothing.
No word,
No sound,
No warmth,
No embrace...
Just an empty space.

I'm trying my hardest to just be,
To breathe,
To function,
Not  think about the echoing void of solitude I find myself in.

I long for a sign,
A sentence,
A kiss,
A touch,
But still this rejected heart lays dormant.

Hoping,
Wishing,
Praying,
That at least part of you feels as I do...
Or feels at all

Patience my friend

I ache for you

I dunno what you've done to me,
How you crept inside my heart without me knowing,
How a smile,
A word,
A touch of your lips,
Bedazzled my soul,.

This spirit is aching,
The emptiness I feel as you severed all contact,
Is crushing,

Consuming.

I wanna write,
Open my heart to you,
Plead with you,
Let you see this bleeding heart,
But I'm afraid.

This nothingness haunts me,
Taunts my every thought,
Did you feel at all?
Can you shut my world out so callously?
Did I mean that little?

You felt real,
You felt honest and good,
I could see your pain,
Your fear,
Your longing.

Can you put all of that in a box,
Close the lid,
And forget?
I hope not.

Threes a huge void,
Where you existed,
Albeit briefly,
Did i imagine those feelings,
That touch,
That ache?

Please don't run,
If you feel anything at all,
Stay,
I will wait for you.
xx

Let me...

You have no face and yet you haunt my soul,
I long to know the smile that's in your words,
Hear you laugh out loud,
Watch your eyes come alive with the world.

Do you know me?
Do you know what drives my spirit?
Can you tell when I am down,
In need of a comforting word?

I picture you in my mind,
Strong, steadfast, loving, passionate.......
Mostly the passionate!

I already know your hands caress,
I already know the places to take my hand, my whisper, my tongue.
I feel your shadow comfort me as you stand by my side.
I feel those soft whispered kisses deliver their sweet temptation.
And oh how I wish to be tempted......

To be consumed,
To be enslaved completely within the realms of your fantasy,
To take each page in this open book and deliver a story beyond both our expectations.
To crawl inside your mind and be your one constant thought,
To wriggle under your skin and be forever that itch you have to scratch,
To envelope your heart with a love that pulsates with pure uncensored passion.

But ssssh, let me not wake from this moment,
Let me dream a while.
Let me get to that first kiss,
That first moment of skin on skin,
My first taste of your desire.

Let me just taste that sweet memorable moment,
Let me......

Damn!

Come....

Come into the light,
Let the shadows you hide behind be forgotten.
Let me fill your heart with desire,
Lets contemplate a menagerie of wicked thoughts.

Come play to my music,
Let us dance within passions sweet serenade.
Let hunger consume all sense and reason,
Lets revel in each others secret wants.

Come place your hand in mine,
Let your heart feel the quickening of my pulse,
Let your mind tangle with this dangerous liaison,
Lets give in to our most basic needs.

Come take this body,
Let your soul guide your touch, your taste.
Let the sweet trickle of lust wash over you,
Lets not spoil this wantonness with words.

Come take this mouth,
Let your tongues eagerness reveal your longing.
Let your excitement be proclaimed by your body alone.
Lets take a hold of this moment and claim it as ours.

Come inside this skin,
Let the amour of my defence fool you not,
Let me give over to you with complete servitude.
Lets just f*ck the hell out of each other!

Nothingness

The tears slide freely as I lie here once more in the dark.
My emotions wasted,
My anticipation trodden on,
My already fragile ego ripped to shreds.

As you turn out the light,
You turn away from me.
No touch,
No kiss,
No whisper of sentiment.
I wait.....
Nothing.

I cuddle up close,
My need to be held, desired is driving my passion.
Close now,
Skin on skin.

My body tingles,
Hairs erect,
Skin alight and burning slowly.
I slide against you,
Moving my wanton body rhythmically,
Urging you,
Forcing you to reach out to me.
Touch me.
Hold me.
Move me.....
Nothing.

I move away.
Sigh.
And comfort myself.

Hot tears on an ice cold cheek,
Sting my body into existence,
Inside I scream,
Outside my breath is on hold,
Concentration has a hold on me,
As I strive to satisfy this need.
To fulfil this ache that consumes me.
Tonight I take no pleasure,
Anguish and lust a recipe I know all too well.

Quietly I release my emotions,
Stifling a moan and gasping for breath.
I look to you, to see if you stir.
Wondering if this passion has awaken or aroused you?
Nothing.....
Always nothing.

Achingly alone
xx

Something for the weekend

Step inside my mind for a while,
Let yourself wander among the memories there.
Do you find yourself amongst them?

Put your hand in mine for a while,
Feel the tender warmth that resides there,
Do you find yourself comforted by my touch?

Hold me in your arms for a while,
Set aside a moment for a passionate embrace,
Do my arms feel like 'home' to you?

Touch your lips with mine for a while,
Taste the heat of desire within my soul,
Is this something you've consumed before?

Let your hands explore the softness of skin on skin,
Each curve and dip and rise within myself,
Can you recall each line?
Do I seem familiar to you?

Let your mind wander through time,
Explore the need within yourself,
Do you know me?
Have we been here before?

I think so!

Don't Tease

NO!
Didn't you hear that thought?
Aren't you listening to the sound of my agony?
NO!
Don't say those things?
Don't tell me you feel like that!
NO!
Don't tell me you need that!
I don't want that picture in my head.....
NO!
Not that!
Don't whisper,
Don't writhe within my desire.
I won't listen......
NO!
Please don't touch...
Not the touching.
Damn!
F*ck it!

Touching is too much.
You tell me your touching,
Ok, you want me?
You got me,
Now shut the f*ck up and lie still,
I'm gonna show you what those words do to me,
What those pictures you paint create in my wicked mind.
I'm gonna writhe around you,
Beneath you,
On you.
I'm gonna slide my tongue into every pore of your hunger,
Enveloping every muscley sinew,
Reaching into you and stretching your ache to its limit.
I'm gonna swallow every lustful thought you can imagine,
Ride all of your fantasies and leave you breathless with want.
I'm gonna cover your body with mine,
Fill my lust with your longing,
Drag you over the edge of this fiery fevour,
Rampant with temptation and naked with greed.
Hungry and ready to be sated.

And then I'm gonna start all over again.
Don't tease baby,
You will lose!
*wink*

Wickedly Yours
Sugar xx